Friday, November 28, 2008

5 Craziest Thing!!!

Crazy is the relative term, let your relative know of your insanity and equilibrium of your mind.
Some of the successful Crazy thing which i do often to make myself balance with life. Life is small and time is less and things are many to do in this almighty world.. lets make life interesting with these small crazy stuff...

1. Put your head into the full bucket of water and blow the air from your mouth to make bubbles, believe me it will make your brain relax and happy. please try to open your eyes while doing this activity.

2. Cut your own hair with Big scissor and try to get the the look which you have fantasize all these years. Catalyst: Apply gel to make it better.. lolz

3. This is developing inner self, try to make any kind of hetro genious dance on enigma music at 2 am in the night. Important point to note is the time while ding this activity i.e. @ MIDNIGHT.

4. This is yoga with a twist in it, Put ur head down and legs up try to take support of bed then table and then chair and feel the difference :)

5. SHOUT at the loudest volume of your vocal chords... three time somewhere close to 3 am in midnight. This is like an alarm for the gatekeeper to run.....:)

Life is much more crispy than this.... if tasted ...

Sunday, November 23, 2008

The Life Between Spaces

Inch by Inch when you keep your life there are always spaces that creeps in. Well this realization happened in one of the parties here. Next morning when we woke up there were moments of pauses in the memories. Life did happen in those spaces.. The life between spaces

I Might


The trickles of kisses in the shadow

Moving for the purest white

The tears of eyes looking shallow

Perhaps missing those sight

The flames of burning candles

Defying your reason of light

They wonder and grasps in sorrow

Wish they knew the virtues of bird’s flight

Without cutting you bleed so much

The pain that hurts all night

It crumbles under the skin n whispers

Dont you worry everything be all right

The panpipe sounds of silence

All it matters to be heard loud and wide

Long is the way of tomorrow

When the paths will cross and the words I hear

“I Might”

And the words I hear

“I Might”

I... ME...MYSELF.....

God: Hello called me.

I, Me, Myself: Called u? No, who is this?

G: This is God. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat with u.

IMM: Sure, I pray. Just makes me feel good. Actually, am busy now. In the midst of something u know.

G: What r u busy with? Ants r busy too.

IMM: Don't know. But I can't find free time. Life has Become hectic. Its rush hour all the time.

G: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets u results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.

IMM: But I still cant figure it out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.

G: well I wanted to help u resolve your fight for time giving you Some clarity. I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.

IMM: Tell me why has life become so complicated?

G: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated

IMM : why are we constantly unhappy ?

G: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because the act of worrying has become a habit. That's why you are so unhappy.

IMM: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?

G: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional

IMM:But then there is so much pain due to uncertainty.

G: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional

IMM: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?

G: Diamonds cannot be polished without friction. Gold without fire. Good people go through trials. With that experience their life becomes better not bitter.

IMM: YOU mean to say such experience is useful?

G: yes experience is a hard teacher though . she gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.

IMM: But still why should we go to through such tests? Why can't we be free from problems?

G: Problems are purposeful road blocks offering beneficial lessons to enhance mental strength. Inner strength comes from struggle & endurance, not when you are free from problems.

IMM: Frankly in the midst of so many problems we don't know where we are heading.

G: if you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.

IMM: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction.

G: SUCCESS IS RELATIVE, quantified by others. Satisfaction is absolute, quantified by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead.

IMM: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here? I don't know the answers.

G: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it . life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation.

IMM: how can I get the best out of life

G: face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.

IMM: SOMETIMES MY PRAYERS ARE NOT ANSWERED?

G: THERE ARE NO UNANSWERED PRAYERS . AT TIMES THE ANSWER IS no.

IMM: Thank you for this wonderful chat . I'll try to be less fearful.

G: Keep the faith & drop fear. Life is a mystery to solve, not a problem to resolve. Life is wonderful if you know how to live.

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Death Race

Within four years from 2008 the economy of the United States has fallen into disaster, Unemployment and crime rises, and private corporations run most prisons across the nation for profit. The movie focuses on the Terminal Island Prison, which broadcast "Death Race" to the world via a popular pay site on internet. Death Race is not only a race to the finish line, but a battle pitting car against car.
Death Race


The film begins by showing a race near its end between Machine Gun Joe (Tyrese Gibson) and a famous masked driver known as Frankenstein (David Carradine in a cameo appearance), who is accompanied by a female navigator. Frank's defensive systems fail, and Joe destroys Frank's car (his navigator ejects), presumably leaving Frankenstein critically wounded, or dead.

Jensen Ames (Jason Statham) is framed for his wife's murder on the same day that the steel mill he works at closes; the murderer is actually a masked intruder that points a finger-gun at Ames as he leaves. Ames is sent to prison where he is coerced by the sadistic prison warden, Hennessey (Joan Allen) to become the new driver of Frankenstein's Ford Mustang. She tells Ames that she knows of his baby that was left in foster care, and that prisoners are freed upon winning five Death Races, but since he will take on the mask of the legendary Frankenstein, who had 4 wins at the time of his death, he will only need to win one race. The races are broken apart into three stages: Stage 1 and 2 are races in which the driver must survive, and Stage 3 you must win the race in order for it to add to the count towards freedom.

Just before the Stage 1 Race, Ames is introduced to his navigator, Case (Natalie Martinez), who happens to be Frankenstein's previous navigator. During the race, Ames see another driver, Pachenko, make the same hand gesture as the intruder that killed his wife. Three drivers are killed during Stage 1: Siad, Grimm, and Travis Colt. Ames finishes last after taking a hard hit from Machine Gun Joe.



Ames learns he is part of a plot to keep the legend of Frankenstein alive, solely for the personal profit of Hennessey. He confronts Hennessey about the driver, but instead she shows him pictures of his baby living with foster parents, asking him if he thinks he could provide for his baby better than the foster parents. Angered, he takes one of the pictures and leaves. The night before Stage 2 he makes a trip to the garage of Pachenko's team to confront him. He is beaten down by a few members of the team but is helped by a member of his garage allowing Ames to retaliate and nearly kill Pachenko. His revenge is thwarted by the prison guards telling them to save it for the race.

Ames goes into the Stage 2 race and immediately questions Case on her intentions. She tells him she was ordered to sabotage Frankenstein's defense weapons so he would not win his freedom, and thereby earn her own. Ames realizes he is not meant to survive the Death Race at all, but is meant to die so another "Frankenstein" can be brought into the prison to keep viewers paying to see the races. He seeks revenge during Stage 2 by crippling and rolling Pachenko's car allowing him to turn around drive back and to get revenge up close and personal by snapping Pachenko's neck as he crawls away from the car wreck. Five drivers remain until 14K, Carson, and Riggins are killed by 'The Dreadnought', Hennessy's secret weapon, the Dreadnaught, (an 18 wheel tank truck filled with massive machine guns) that had been in production for months. Ames and Machine Gun Joe are able to destroy The Dreadnought and finish Stage 2. Realizing that Ames knows what's going on, Hennessey has Ames' car armed with an explosive before the Stage 3 Race as insurance to make sure he does not cross the finish line alive. However, Ames devises his own scheme from an image shown by one of his crew members of a destroyed billboard in an earlier race, and tells Joe that he and Frankenstein should talk.

The Stage 3 Race begins with only two drivers remaining: "Frankenstein" and Machine Gun Joe. The race begins, and Ames soon takes the lead. However, the odds are against Ames as Hennessey rigs the track to benefit Joe. Throughout the entire lap, Joe keeps hot on Ames' tail, and as they near the beginning of the second lap, Joe preps newly added missiles and fires an RPG in Ames' direction. However, they seem to miss the car and instead hit the billboard at the first turn of the track. It is shown that the image Ames saw was a pathway to the bridge leading off the island to the mainland behind the destroyed billboard.

Ames and Joe escape onto the bridge, pursued by police cruisers and helicopters. As the cruisers close in on the two cars, Ames releases his exposed fuel tank, causing it to explode and stop the pursuing cars. Turning to her back up plan, Hennessey then orders that the explosive under Ames' car be set off, but nothing happens because Coach (Ames' crew member) had found, removed, and deactivated the bomb prior to the start of the race. Escaping past the bridge, Joe and Ames separate, and Hennessey orders the helicopters to focus on Ames, but he switches seats with Case when she tells him that Hennessey had already signed her release papers for her work, and that she owed one to the old Frankenstein. He jumps from the car leading the helicopters to believe he is still inside. Joe meets up with Ames and they board a train to escape, lamenting on Hennessey's continued existence. Soon, Ames' Mustang is stopped and "Frankenstein" is apprehended.

Later, Hennessey believes she still won after all, as a guard notifies her about presents sent to her for the record number of viewers subscribing to the Death Race. However, the explosive that was put on the Frankenstein car is inside, and Coach blows them up.

Six months later, Ames and Joe are shown working in a junkyard in Mexico, when Case unexpectedly arrives. The two men are happy to see her, and Case meets Ames' baby, Piper. The movie closes with Ames explaining that even though he knows he's far from being the best parent in the world, no one could love his baby more than he could.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Attitutde +ve / -ve And of third Kind

Many of us find ourselves in motivational slumps that we have to work to get out of... Sometimes it’s like a continuous cycle where we are motivated for a period of time, fall out and then have to build things back up again.

A good way to be continuously self-motivated is to implement something like these 8 steps from Ian McKenzie.

“Keep a positive attitude: There’s is nothing more powerful for self-motivation than the right attitude. You can’t choose or control your circumstance, but can choose your attitude towards your circumstances”

How I see this working is while you’re developing these mental steps, and utilizing them regularly, self-motivation will come naturally when you need it.

The key, for me, is hitting the final step to Share With Others. It can be somewhat addictive and self-motivating when you help others who are having trouble.

8 mental steps to self-motivation -

My 8 Steps

I enjoyed Ian’s article but thought it could use some definition when it comes to trying to build a continuous drive of motivation. Here is a new list that is a little more generic:

1. Start simple. Keep motivators around your work area - things that give you that initial spark to get going.

2. Keep good company. Make more regular encounters with positive and motivated people. This could be as simple as IM chats with peers or a quick discussion with a friend who likes sharing ideas.

3. Keep learning. Read and try to take in everything you can. The more you learn, the more confident you become in starting projects.

4. Stay Positive. See the good in bad. When encountering obstacles, you want to be in the habit of finding what works to get over them.

5. Stop thinking. Just do. If you find motivation for a particular project lacking, try getting started on something else. Something trivial even, then you’ll develop the momentum to begin the more important stuff.

6. Know yourself. Keep notes on when your motivation sucks and when you feel like a superstar. There will be a pattern that, once you are aware of, you can work around and develop.

7. Track your progress. Keep a tally or a progress bar for ongoing projects. When you see something growing you will always want to nurture it.

8. Help others. Share your ideas and help friends get motivated. Seeing others do well will motivate you to do the same. Write about your success and get feedback from readers.

What I would hope happens here is you will gradually develop certain skills that become motivational habits.

Once you get to the stage where you are regularly helping others keep motivated - be it with a blog or talking with peers - you’ll find the cycle continuing where each facet of staying motivated is refined and developed.

My 1 Step

If you could only take one step? Just do it!

Once you get started on something, you’ll almost always just get into it and keep going. There will be times when you have to do things you really don’t want to: that’s where the other steps and tips from other writers come in handy.

However, the most important thing, that I think is worth repeating, is to just get started. Get that momentum going and then when you need to, take Ian’s Step 7 and Take A Break. No one wants to work all the time!

Be sincere not serious.

Cheers!!!v

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Fight Club

I see all this potential, and I see it squandered. God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables – slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our great war is a spiritual war. Our great depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars, but we won't. We're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off.

You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the car you drive. You're not the contents of your wallet. You're not your fucking khakis. We are the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world.

  • You are not special. You are not a beautiful or unique snowflake. You are the same decaying organic matter as everything else.
  • The first soap was made from the ashes of heroes, like the first monkey shot into space. Without pain, without sacrifice, we would have nothing.
  • Stop trying to control everything and just let go.

Dasvidaniya

This Beautiful word means "Good Bye" in Russian.

The whole movie plot is been created in such a manner that every human in his life time has a stage when s/he says Good bye finally to this world pre or post at one point whether for that moment or forever.

Dasvidaniya

No one is immortal and how you take the challenge to post your feelings in front of those to whom you love like god when you know the final call is pondering somewhere near.

How would be your call in last few months of your life, The Dream, The passion are still pending, fighting with life to survive, to prove yourself at every point ........being coward for the whole life and when the death is approaching you with inevitable speed
and you do not how much balance of days are their in your locker of Life line...

One question haunt you everytime ..when is the final call? Today, Tomorrow or day after ..or after that...

Who cares .......you will be with no oxygen in your body ... So who the damn care about days now counting on fingers and making......TO DO list for the final call.

What would be your agenda with life .......now the beautiful life, which was the same sucker, pissed and black once... time changed, perception changed ...as u know now the minutes are few and everything and anything on this earth is so beautiful that u want to touch, feel, admire and make your gratitude to everything that is been created by God.

Movie start with a nice little humor with a taste of sadness in it...actor confirmed a deadly disease cancer in his belly and it came as a surprise to him as he has never booze, fag or eat anything alien in this atmosphere.

A man ...common man ..who has a life style of hitting office sharp 9 am and ends up at 6pm with designation of account master like in govt office.. same routine with bundle of files piling up day by day ..Same old BOSS with 100 commitments and demanding like devil and think human is a robot who will work with a order keys like ... nodes +/- fitting into the chip work accordingly.

A common man ..common life style ... taking care of mom, ironing shirt, working on geyser problems, kitchen stuff, running all day to survive...keeping up with pace of the metro life Mumbai.
And out of the blue a normal stomach ache comes out as cancer and your every big dream in your eyes at the age of 37 and bachelor shatters...

Now what!!!
WHAT Should I Do ?

This is now the twist and turns with a little peppy in the script enrolls with all the character.
Now u need motivation to fight back with LIFE, BOSS, UR INNER SELF, Ur NEEDS, DREAMS, PASSION and all the things which you had think and not yet done.

The TO-DO list changes, perception changes the last few months will be like mine, my types the way i want life, the way i want to treat things.. my way ..my happiness...

From electric problems, day to day needs, laundry, from buses to ...

GUITAR, Foreign Trip, CAR, LOVE, BOSS Ka BOSS,
School friend, becoming famous....

I think what makes me feel to write this article is .. Why are we waiting for this time to come and then take actions.. to actually shape up our dreams .. to fulfill are own desires .. that is their somewhere in corner of the heart .. we want it but we fear to do it... Fear of WHAT ... hesitant to apply the inner thought process ... hesitant of environment, caste, creed...
Why don't we take life like these are our last three months and we have to fulfill everything we want.. it might be as small as learning SALSA or Guitar.

That is the take away of the movie in spite of the cruel truth u possess smile on u r face and learns everything, work on those wild thoughts be it a BOSS over the BOSS. Buying new car, getting love or expressing love at least to them to whom we love. Life is small and time is running...

Why don't we sit and make the list that your heart says and not the intelegent mind. And every step of yours should move in the end result to achive your aim. it is not in your action that makes thing happen, it is your intent. you can reduce the need for action to a very minimum by allowing yourself to focuson what you desire until you feel the positive energy begin to move within you. This energy is not based on doubt, fear, anxiety, woory or need.

If you focus on what you want ... instead of what you don't want, you will know when it is right time to take action. and when you do, it will conspire to assist you in your desire.

Dasvidaniya to his Guitar teacher he gifted CAR as "GURU DAKSHINA" :) as he belongs to the very poor family and has only one brother who lost his legs in an accident, indirectly helping hand to his bro too....

Dasvidaniya to his BOSS .. the Guitar ...so that he can spread the music of life and to tune associate with sweetness of nodes.

Dasvidaniya to his car agent partner he gave his personal home on rent ...

Dasvidaniya to his Love NEHA .. the sweet memories of child hood ..beautifully shoot and presented as collage..

Dasvidaniya to his Russian friend The picture of happier moment..

Dasvidaniya to his school friend G9 :) he presented his To-DO list....

Dasvidaniya to his brother the most beautiful gift a man can ever give to his brother...MOTHER

Dasvidaniya to Life with printing his pic in newspaper .....

Dasvidaniya!

A message well taken!!!!

Every single way to say "Goodbye"

  • Goodbye
  • Bye-bye
  • Bye
  • Godspeed
  • Buhbyes
  • Talk to you later
  • Ta ta for now
  • Ciao
  • Sayanora
  • Kamsahamnidah
  • Unhello
  • See ya
  • McGoodbye
  • May the forces of evil get lost on the way to you front doorstep
  • Live long and prosper
  • Cheerio!
  • Out
  • Y'all come back nowFarewell
  • Bon voyage
  • Aloha
  • L'hitraot
  • Kol Tuv
  • Shalom
  • Peace out
  • I must take leave of you now
  • Adios
  • Arrivaderci
  • Do svidanja
  • Au revoir
  • Hasta la vista
  • Fare thee well
  • Auf Wiederhören
  • Auf Wiedersehen
  • Servus
  • Tschüss
  • Tschüs
  • Tschö
  • Tschau
  • Bis dann
  • Bis bald
  • Bis später
  • Bis Freitagabend
  • Bis nächste Woche
  • God be with ye
  • Bis zur Konferenz
  • Bis irgendwann
  • Kkkkk...out.
  • Tot Ziens
  • Later days
  • Tschuess
  • Avrio
  • adeus
  • That is all.
  • I'm leaving now.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Colors to Life.....

Man the sophisticated breed think much complicated


Life in 4 Colours

I painted it white with flaps of the kite,hear the cackling voice…

I painted it blue with scent of love, feel the rejoice

I painted it Red with innocence of solitude, rendezvous with wise

I painted it black with soporific smile, embrace the horizon eyes….

Friday, November 14, 2008

with IN "N" With OUT

1 degree of change

100 degree ,the temperature at which water boils water drop

..101degree it becomes steam…a 1 degree change ..transformation of state..

Often it takes one moment of insanity that changes everythig and then many other feeling subsides…like a hole in dam, as soon the crack opens..there is whole gush of water seeping through the creek.may be we need to hold on a little more before we change our state at this point…but its so damn tough..read somwhere one thing is constant and that is change but this change somtimes haunt you till that 1 degree point that you loose your state.. Often there is feeling of the past ” What I was and now what I am”..huh!!

The augmented reality can be defined at this 1 degree point..the two planes of life ” the old me” and the new me”…intersects

The new me is an occupant of nostalgic suburbs,tenant of past often sings for last life lookng at what is remnant( i.e older me only )

and the old me is an explorer,full of life, visionary

Old me : ” With stars in my eyes I am looking at horizon eyes

the dream are percussion,my heart plays in my mind..”

New me :” Remnant of my past tell me to hold on

But where am I? Lost everything but still going on”

Old me: “ O’ what a day it is all cheers and hurrays,

now nowhere to stop by

Wait! O’ majestic sea,now its just a moment

that I ride on your waves to new highes..”

New me:” There was time I was apple of everyone eye,

cherished by all..

who am i now? filling the solitudeness of the space

with my crib call..

wish something will turn,wish something will propagate

but its just a wish like a sigh with no fate …”

Old me:” I am the future!!!”

New me:” I am the past of my future,

may be getting senile…

but I do have sometimes the vision of

Albatross flying in sky..

May be its not a reverie,

Its a reminiscence which I am destined to fulfill..

I am not lost,am a warrior

made of water sky and earth..

I am a remnant of past but

my heart do sing of mirth..

These spikes are the ends of rope..

Behold!!Uphold!! as I am HOPE

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Mind Boggling...

Passing by street today ... a thought just pass by my conceptual brain, what i want from life ..gazing at sky ..got an image of trees- sunlight flashing in- out making kaleidoscope of life.
Make u still for a moment pause all things around u...everything moves in slow motion like in great Hindi serials .. and think ....THINK it is NULL around you ... no voices going in and nothing coming out ... and u just have smile on to your face ,,, I need to be a traveler in National geographic.. need to be fighter to meet deadline at office. Write G MAT for PG.... make life smoother for family... how to prioritize
same question every time .. fight Fight with life fight with ourself... within your sub cautious mind ... u know what do u want from life and want from ourself .....sometime u just could not get hold of such thing or many things in and around you.

I saw people hanging from trucks ropes tied all at the end one hanging on other and one bump or speed breaker can put them on road ... life..

U saw ur self tied up in seat belt novel in u r hand and mobile pondering on seat .. with head phones at right place enjoying English songs..bag at the right angle water bottle on front ..u feel relax.. and then suddenly u feel like i m in good shape .. when u make comparison in flick of a sec and u judge.
U feel proud of it as it has better result in favor of urs and u r making laugh and .......
And suddenly a BMW with a speed of 110 km/h pass by and just put ur head out of thw window to get a glimpse of the model no and made.

Again the same old loop FIGHT , for money, cars, house , want to become big ..got all my dreams at one go childish .............but true .. everyone has some khokhat pan in himself ..

flashing by ...people move ..car passes... construction workers..pit holes ..traffic police ..sun changing colors .. terminal taking new shape ....era is changing ..in Delhi people are fast life is getting faster, pace is good for new gen. Challenges are getting more or rather tougher as janta is fighter .. nice to be apart of all this changing economy .

U close your eyes listening to some romantic song and u r in trance, a black out u r in deep sleep and u got a thug and just open your eyes and u just saw sky scrapper in front of you and what you reach office .. when I closed my eyes i was around 4 km far and we are in ..in no time. half open eyes feeling sleepy u start walking towards office min door hoping their would be bed in the reception where the rose petals with neatly decorated sheet is waiting for u Day dreaming a apart of life thinking too much and u suddenly meet u r BOSS in the mid way who is going for fagging .... u are in military position ......making all u r senses work .........blood running at 600 nautical miles
and u SHOUT Good evening SIR...
and reply comes with a bang.... Again late ..........?
u feel like #@%$#%$

On ur desk checking mail .....again new challenges, tasks .......meeting Deadline
and life is like this .. and it moves on !!!!