Warm walk in my brain

Somehow, the onset of holidays and vacation is not bringing the kind of joy that I expected. This is a personal post. Pretty pensive.

This post is dedicated to all people who once shared something deep and real called friendship. And the very same who have drifted far.

This includes you all with whom I discuss all my plans for all my road trips, traveling, camping and for every 10 such intense plannings, one happens. All the reply-all mails with fun and frolic.

For all my Bangalore and Hyderabad Friends.
Life has lost its charm without all of you. The morning is a little less chirpy because your absence is felt. Our real and mock fights are substituted with a polite and diplomatic - How are you? Howz life? wassup?

The shopping till the last penny and thinking if we can afford to pay up when the credit card bill arrives and giggling about the whole thing is replaced with careful consideration and saying no. Well, wisdom, you see.

Your Good morning mails that used to arrive everyday and I’d taken for granted is now so so rare that I’ve given up even expecting it anymore. Missing the fight over the samosa where we used to call each other expletives for not being able to lay hands on the third samosa and eat everything like pigs..or say piglets?

Missing the privilege of pulling people out of cube where they’re doing something very urgent and important just because you want to drink juice and chatting for over an hour. More than everything, missing the liberty I’ve taken with all of you.

Fought with my inhibition of posting anything personal just because it makes me vulnerable. There’s just no point appearing strong when something inside wants the lost beauty and is hurting.

Life demands more than what we posses, need more realistic thought process where mind should over rule the brain to win every race in your life. It changes with course of environment including peers and friends and dear ones. you feel gay every time when you do something new or you just want to overcome to your past times, to feel better then what were you at that time.

Man life is much more demanding every time the moment you want to hold anyone to feel or to relax. Its like a joint to feel like heaven feel like flying, all is momentarily all is for couple of minutes and then something wet rolls out from your eyes to realize you what is real and what is fake. Everything is materialistic, greedy or just solving its purpose.

Now time has change heart inside has also changed and my mind is so acquainted for change that it looks like something new or happening should make feeel happy to survive every other moment.

Want to write more .. life is calling ..let me just brisk from here. Catch u all later...

Cheers!!!